Which nightmare is better?

Since Madeleine passed away, I had been having dreams about her, and sometimes her and Susan, every night. It was the same way after Susan's death -- I'd always dream about the three of us still being together. The last few nights, though, I've been dreaming about Ed setting himself on fire on New Year's Eve. One time, a horde of demons sprang out of the ground and chased after him until some angels appeared and started fighting with the demons. Weird.